When I started this journey I was so excited, and still am , but I think my excitement has diminished some. I feel ages behind everyone as far as the books they've read. Most of mine on my to be read list on goodreads they have already read. Could it be that everyone has been there done that and bought the tshirt? Technically I know this is not true but it sure feels like it. I' m so far behind, how am I going to catch up. I know this is not a competition on how many books you've read and so on. I just can't shake the displacement.
How do you keep going when that encouragement isn't there. I tell myself this blog is for me to have a voice to express myself but at the end of the day I'm still human, and like most humans I seek the audience of my peers. Maybe its because its a dull Sunday in the winter .
Here in N.Y the sun is down by 5 o clock, or could it be because I have no goodies for in my box the meme hosted by the story siren. I don't know but tomorrow will be better with each keystroke I type I feel myself become more certain. Eventually this gap between us will not be such a chasm. It will shrink until I'm footsteps behind to standing beside you. Patience, and perseverance is what it will take so I'll nurse my blah Sunday. Until its out of my system and come back refreshed tomorrow. To entertain you maybe even inform you. This is something I love and I will work at it, this blogging video world is all new to me. I will stumble, make mistakes, write ranty posts like this one on occasion because this is me. Expressing myself behind each word is my willingness to connect and share. I know I know that was a mouth full and if you have gotten this far I thank you. It felt good to let that out. Tomorrow onward go ta ta and happy reading my lovelies.
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